On heartbreak...

I sit here ruminating on my first, genuine regret.
I spent the last few months running from my heartbreak and now it has hit me full force.
I guess I should have known better.

I can feel myself going through the various stages of grief: bargaining, depression, anger.
I wish I had a quick-fix solution but I don't.
I am just going to sit through it. Feel it. Maybe I will learn from it and grow. I sure hope I do.
And for now I will work on the most important relationship in my life, the one with myself.
And hopefully when the time is right love will find me again.